Some things NEVER change then again some do.

     Some things don't change: my desire to be in control of all things, my need to be quite funny especially around my family, and planning out everything perfectly (just to name a few).  Then other things do change: all of my best laid plans, procrastination- I put everything off in high school and college and then magically that changed when I came on staff and I had to get everything done with ample time until NOW.  I've put off my practical theology readings and boy do I hate myself.  It isn't so much that I didn't want to read them in advance  or the day I got them in the mail but more that I couldn't comprehend them so I gave up repeatedly. Don't get me wrong I've already read a lot of them, in fact a whole binder full plus some BUT there was just more to read.  Here is the problem though when you HAVE to do something and you keep giving up on it there is a point that you actually HAVE to do it so giving up over and over again makes no sense.  Hindsight, huh? Today I'm stuck finishing up my readings before I fly out on Monday.  I feel like they go in my brain and then SINK to the bottom of it making my head hurt really really bad.   This is just a short little blog that gives my head a little bit of a break and makes things hurt a little less.