Brain Fuzz!

Have you ever had a season of your life that you just can't seem to collect your thoughts? Well if not let me tell you having 24/7 brain fuzz is NO fun. I have so many things floating around, soaring through, and just sitting there like a rock that I can't seem to sort or organize what is going on up there. I think some of that has to do with I've stopped writing. It is strange to think that my pen hasn't hit paper in such a long time. I am a writer! I don't know if I'm afraid what will pour onto the paper or if I really have nothing to say (hahaha thats a joke!). This morning was good though: I collected myself a little. I'll equate it to throwing out a stack of papers in a room that is so full of stuff that you can't walk through. I've gotten to see a lot of those rooms lately at Virginia's and I've enjoyed the satisfaction of looking at the finished product. It seems that while I was so busy physically cleaning that I allowed my mind to be FILLED with junk and it became so cluttered. The first stack of papers is always the hardest to throw out and then you don't really see any benefits... its still a room full of other stuff. However knowing that the first stack is out it makes the rest of the sorting a little bit easier.

I'm going in! Let's pray I make it back out alive!