Been thinking...

I've been thinking a lot about marriage recently. (No one freak out or feel out of the loop there are no suitors around).  There are just sometimes when my heart desires something more.  This is usually a BIG indicator of how little time I'm sitting in Christ's lap or how distracted I am from my favorite pursuer.  Today I was doing dishes, trying to be domestic and getting my house in order.  Cleaning as though if my house is in order a big batman like light will shine from my home, signally single guys that I am a domestic diva and they better snatch me up.  While I was cleaning I had this thought on marriage.  Everyone says marriage is hard, that it isn't what you thought it would be.  Not in bad ways what so ever but that they had an expectation of what it would be like, and that it wasn't like that at all.  This is because Christ knows what we really need from marriage and provides it, and then also because people are human and they let you down from time to time.  Then it dawns on me that I am human (shocker I know).  My heart longs sometimes to experience the wonderful relationship of marriage (where two people's nature is to fail) how will I ever survive it when my heart wanders or gets sidetracked from Christ; who is constantly pursing me, loving me, and never messing up.  

Just an interesting thought on how we (aka I) long for someone who will let me down, but can't seem to be captivated by my God who is always around looking out for my best interest.   May we (I) be wholeheartedly captivated by Him.